Sunday, December 28, 2008
Russian Poems
Three things enchated him:
white peacocks, evensong,
and faded maps of America.
He couldn't stand bawling brats,
or rasberry jam with his tea,
or womanish hysteria.
...And he was tied to me.
Monday, December 15, 2008
My Last Duchess
In the poem, the Duke is decribing a painting of his late wife to a visitor. His late wife, Lucrezia di Cosimo de' Medici, was a flirtatious girl of 16 when they were married. The Duke then goes on to decribed how he had her killed (history speculates that she was poisned) to the visitor, who turns out to be the man arraging his next marriage to another teen girl.
Don't you just love the irony?
Thursday, December 4, 2008
The greatest disease
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Audrey's words of wisdom
Sunday, November 30, 2008
The Crossroads
Although Sonia is not the main character in the novel, she is one of (if not my most) favorite characters. Sonia always did everything she could to help those in need. Sonia became a prostitute to help financially support her family. She continued to support her step-mother after her father passed away, and she cared for her step-siblings after her step- mother passed away. Not to mention, Sonia loved and provided moral support for Raskolnikov.
Many people pity Sonia, and I do in a way, but mostly I admire her. Sonia was incredibly strong; and her inner beauty and faith was of such a degree that no other character could compare.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Crime and Punishment
Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigailov was Dunia's former employer. Although Svidrigailov was married, he was infatuated with Dunia and according to Pulcheria Alexandrovna (Dunia and Rodia's mother) Svidrigailov "[...] lost all control and dared to make Dunia an open and vile proposal, promising her all sorts of inducements and offering, besides, to drop everything and take her to another estate of his, or even abroad!"
Unfortunately, Svidrigailov's wife (Marfa Petrovna) over- heard. Dunia was fired, and Marfa went around the village slandering her name. Svidrigailov, however, argued with his wife on behalf of Dunia's innocence; Marfa was finally convinced, and arranged a marriage for Dunia with one of her distant relations, Peter Petrovich Luzhin.
Luzhin, Dunia, and Pulcheria later moved to St. Petersburg, where Rodia was loging. Svidrigailov journeyed to St. Petersburg, as well, after his wife had died; he visited Rodia and stated that he no longer had feelings for Dunia, but he did not wish her to marry Luzhin because he was not a respectable man.
Dunia did call off the engagement because Luzhin did not respect, and was cruel to Rodia, Pulcheria, and her.
Many would see Svidrigailov as a romantic hero. He was willing to leave his wife for Dunia, he begged his wife to save her reputation, and he could not bare to see her marry a man that would treat her unkindly.
However, Svidrigailov can also be viewed as the negation of a romantic hero. He was willing to abandon his wife and children for younger woman. He ruined Dunia's reputation by proposing to her. Not to mention, he wanted to convince her to break off her engagement, which would have brought her and her family out of poverty, and yet he did not want to marry her himself; thus, he was essentially leaving her on her own, without a penny (or kopeck I should say).
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I'm not one for being comforted.
"Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they which do not hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake."
I takes serious issue with "Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted". I don't want to be comforted.... I don't want to be mourning and grieving in the first place.
When a loved one has died, visitors often say things that make the grieving feel so much worse. Take for example,"Oh it must have been so hard for you to be there"; "There's a reason for everything"; or "He's in a better place now." Whenever I hear that, I want to reply with a very nasty phrase.
I believe in heaven, and I know that he's in a better place, but what about the ones who are left behind? Blessed are not the ones who mourn... Blessed are the ones in heaven.... the ones who mourn are left with feelings of emptiness, disbelief, and agony; and these feelings are sometimes impossible to overcome, no matter how hard one tries to escape from it. The hole in one's heart becomes a parasite that begins to grow, and slowly eat away at the rest of one's being.
The dead are at peace, but the living must continue on in a world that causes suffering. Honestly, people should not grieve for the dead, but for the living.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Monet Monday: 11/10/08

Thursday, November 6, 2008
Do not stand at my grave and weep
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!
For Beautiful Eyes
For today's quotation, I turn to Ms. Audrey Hepburn:
"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
I adore Marcel Proust
I have another Proust quote that I find amazingly insightful and very true... thus, I am posting it:
"We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it to the full."-- Remembrance of Things Past. The Sweet Cheat Gone.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Amazing quotation
Well, I'm officially done with dwelling on this paper... because if I think about it anymore I will drive myself insane. Not too long ago, I read a quote by Proust and I absolutely adored it.... so I have to post it:
"Happiness is beneficial for the body, but it is grief that develops the powers of the mind."-- Remembrance of Things Past. The Past Recaptured.
Lear/Rivals Paper
This really is infuriating.... I have written a little over a page, and I have no idea what else to write..... so much for enjoying my day off! (I hope everyone pick up on the sarcasm)
Monday, November 3, 2008
Monet Monday: 11/3/08
Friday, October 31, 2008
Infanticide... yea or nay?
Reading Swift's pamphlet brought us to Peter Singer's philosophy's. Singer is said to be the Swift of today. Singer argues for Infanticide (the allowance of parents to kill their children before it reaches a year old). I feel that Singer has a valid point; if a child has some sort of disability, then it is a given the the child's life will be so much more difficult. We have no trouble putting sick animals down... so why do we make humans suffer for approximately 75 years? I, personally, would never be able to kill a child... but I do think Singer makes a good argument.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
So happy to be back

I am soooooooo happy to have the Internet again.... I have been without for about a week, and it has been driving me insane!
I have a few topics that I am anxious to post about; but, unfortunately, I do not have time at the moment.
So here is a quick artistic post. No, Van Gogh was not french by birth... but he died in France so I believe that it's not breaking my rule to post some of his artwork. "Starry Night" is one that almost everyone has seen or heard of.... but so much can be taken from this piece.... and I have heard so many people discuss this painting and almost each one interprets it differently.
Personally, when I look at this painting, I think of the Aurora Borealis. I believe that the northern lights bring hope to the people in the poor, darkened city below.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Les Miserables is Amazing!
The play opens with a middle-aged man, Jean Valjean, who was released from jail, after nineteen years, for stealing a loaf of bread. His release, however, doesn't truly bring him freedom because he must always present his papers (explaining his criminal record) in every town he travels to. Additionally, these papers give managers the right to reduced Valjean's pay; thus, he never receives a fair amount of payment for the hard labor that he does.
When spending a night in a bishops home, Valjean sneaks out in the middle of the night stealing silver from the premises. He is caught and brought back to the bishop, and Valjean is shocked to find the bishop has stated to the police that he gave the silver to Valjean.
Jean Valjean then decides to change his life. Valjean changes his name, makes use of the money (from the Bishop's silver) to become the owner of a factory, and eventually becomes the mayor of a distant town. All the while, Inspector Javert-- a prison guard-- suspects that the mayor is really Jean Valjean.
Jean Valjean meets a woman, Fantine, on the street one night. After losing her job at Valjean's factory, Fantine was forced to become a prostitute to help support her daughter. Fantine becomes ill and dies, but Valjean promises that he will take care of Fantine's daughter, Cosette.
Valjean attains custody of Cosette and raises her as they hide in a monastery for nearly a decade. Once again, after all these years, Valjean opens himself up to discovery by Javert when Cosette desires to see the world. Cosette meets and falls in love with a young student, Marius, who a rebel in the French Revolution.
Javert continues after Jean Valjean, Cosette is seeing Marius, the revolution has begun and the lives of all these inter-related characters are being torn apart. Yet, love manages to blossom, even in these dangerous times... while death comes to others.
The play is a musical.... at times the music is heart-wrenching... and at others, these pieces are the most beautiful compositions one has ever heard. The play is very serious, but comedic relief is provided by the Thenardiers (a bar owner and his wife). This play brings forth almost every emotion one can imagine. One can be laughing hysterically at Mr. Thenardiers thwarted sexual advances upon all of the women in the bar, when just five minutes earlier one was in tears because of Fantine's tragic demise.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The Rivals
"The Rivals" takes place in Bath, England during the 18th century. In the play Captain Absolute, masquerading as Ensign Beverly, courted a beautiful young heiress, Lydia Languish. Absolute's father surprised his son with his arrival in Bath, and informed Captain Absolute that he had arranged a marriage for him. At first the captain objected, but then he discovered that the woman his father had in mind was Miss Languish. This raised a new problem: Lydia greatly desired to run off and elope with Beverly, although her Aunt forbid it, and she refused to meet or marry Captain Absolute.
Meanwhile a rival suitor, Bob Acres, was persuaded to challenge Beverly to a duel even though Acres was terrified of being killed. Yet, everything was resolved when Acres discovered that Beverly was really Absolute, an old friend. Absolute makes his true identity known to Lydia, and she decided that she would marry the captain, even though he was not a poor ensign.
I found that this play was quite enjoyable; the plot was quite intriguing. The language, however, was a bit difficult at times; but, compared to Shakespeare's plays it was a piece of cake.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
The Villains of King Lear
Edmund was the illegitimate son of the Duke of Gloucester. When he was born, the stars were in an alignment that prophesied Edmund would become evil. I don't believe that Edmund ever truly wanted to be evil, but he became evil because he felt that he must. After Edmund had been stabbed in a duel with his brother, Edgar, he admitted to all of the villainous acts he had committed. Additionally, just before he died, Edmund confessed that he had ordered the captain of his army to murder Cordelia. Edmund attempted to stop the murder before he passed away, but was, unfortunately, too late.
The Duke of Cornwall was not a prominent character in King Lear. He did, however, commit the atrocious act of gouging out Gloucester's eyes. Cornwall seemed to be a very cold, harsh character. However, I believe that the evil he committed was for his wife, Regan.
Regan was King Lear's middle child. She, along with her husband, was responsible for allowing Gloucester to go blind by gouging out his eyes. Regan, however did not seem to be as harsh as her elder sister, Goneril; in fact, I believe she became evil because she was following her sister's lead. Regan seemed to be following her sister's wishes throughout the play. For example, after Goneril had banished Lear from her castle, Regan would not allow Lear to stay with her either; when Goneril wanted to have an affair with Edmund, Regan did also; and when Goneril decided to send her armies to attack Cordelia's, their youngest sister, armies Regan did too.
Oswald, Goneril's servant, also followed Goneril's wishes. Oswald did not commit any great, evil act. He did Goneril's bidding, however, and was thus sent out to do evil tasks. What can be looked upon as his redeeming quality, however, was that he served Goneril with unwavering loyalty.
Goneril was the most evil, vicious, power- hungry character in "King Lear"; every move she made was for personal gain. She banished her father from her castle, she sent her armies to attack her youngest sister, she cheated on her loving husband with Edmund, and she ended up murdering Regan and committing suicide at the finale of the play. Goneril was the root of most of the evil and disasters in "King Lear". Goneril never showed any remorse for all the hurt and suffering she caused, and she was without any redeeming qualities.
Are you comfortable presenting?
Monday, October 6, 2008
Monet Monday: 10/6/08
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
"Ideology"... not ideal
Anyhoo... I got home and began reading "Ideology" by James H. Kavanagh, and let me tell you- it was not a pleasure to read. Although, I did like how Kavangh related Marxism to Ideology... it is an interesting point of view. However, his writing was very complex, analytical, and difficult to understand. I generally enjoy reading; this piece, however, has given me an incredible headache... and I do not wish to read anything else for a very long time.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Motifs of King Lear
1. Breaking of the heart:
Breaking of the heart is evident when, in act 4 scene 1, Edgar says, "How should this be? Bad is the trade that must play fool to sorry, ang'ring itself and others. Bless thee, master!" Edgar and Gloucester cross paths not long after Gloucester's eyes had been gouged out. Despite the fact that Gloucester had treated Edgar horribly, Edgar's heart broke at the sight of his maimed father.
In act 4 scene 7 Lear awakes with Cordelia at his side. She was the only daughter who still cared for him, and Lear's heart broke when he remembered the hurt he had caused her. "[...] I know you do not love me; for your sisters have, as I remember, done me wrong. You have some cause, they have not."
2. No recovery from grief:
In act 5 scene 3 Edmund kills himself. Originally, Edmund thought that he must act as though he is evil because that is how he was destined to act. However, after Goneril and Regan die, he realizes that he has made some terrible mistakes, and attempts to correct them. Yet, he ends up committing suicide because he realized all the pain and trouble that he had caused.
Cordelia was the only daughter that stood by King Lear; and when she is murdered (act 5 scene 3), Lear never recovers. "[...] Look on her. Look, her lips, look there, look there. [he dies]"
3. Human Decomposition:
In Act 4 scene 6 Lear enters, adorned in flowers, and rants about many things (such as his daughters and adultery) to the disguised Edgar and Gloucester. This is the point when the readers see Lear begin to mentally decompose.
The readers see Goneril morally decompose in act 4 scene 2. As Albany said, "Proper deformity seems not in the fiend so horrid as in a woman." Not only was Goneril sending the English army to attack her sister, Cordelia, and their father, but she was planning to cheat on her husband and have an affair with Edmund.
Well, I suppose it's more than obvious that this play is not a commedy! ;)
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Sonnet 116
This sonnet is a heart-felt piece about being in love. The Narrator describes love as unchanging, and everlasting. He says that love doesn't recognize flaws or changes in the loved one (in other words: "love is blind", and that "love conquers all". (Oh dear... I used two cliches.... the 'cranky old man' is going to be furious. Oh well... I don't care... when it comes to love, there are always cliches up to wazoo.) At the finish, the narrator says that if his statements about love can be proven false, than no man has ever loved at all.
I believe that this sonnet takes place at the beginning of a relationship. This is because when one first falls in love and when everything is fresh and new, one tends to feel like he or she is floating upon a cloud and one tends to overlook flaws. However, life is difficult and many challenges arise; and as time passes, one usually falls off the cloud and finds a few flaws. This doesn't, however, mean that the love will disappear.
Love must change; and change can be a good thing. People grow and change throughout their entire lives. As people who are in a relationships grow and change, their feelings change and thus the relationship will change. However, if the people in the relationship can work and change together, the relationship and love grows stronger. If the love is strong enough, they will remain together and continue to love each other deeply. There is no such thing as a happily ever after because... well, to quote Cerebral Fix, "Life sucks and then you die". However, if you are lucky enough to be with a person that you love, and who loves you in return.... life sucks a little less.
Glycines

One of my favorite paintings by Monet (although I adore most of his work) is entitled "Glycines". It was painted by Monsieur Claude Monet in 1918.
Would you like to read a quote from Monet? Well, it really doesn't matter if you want to or not, because I'm posting it regardless.
"Le nuage qui passe, la brise qui fraîchit, le grain qui menace et qui tombe, le vent qui souffle et s'abat brusquement, la lumière qui décroît et qui renaît, autant de causes, insaisissables pour l'oeil des profanes, qui transforment la teinte et défigurent les plans d'eau." - Monet
Translation: The passing cloud, the cooling breeze, the sudden storm that threatens to burst and finally does, the wind that stirs and suddenly blows with full force, the light that fades and is reborn are all things, elusive to the eyes of the uninitiated, that transfigure the color and shape of the bodies of water.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Continuing of King Lear
In Act III, Gloucester realized that Lear’s daughters have turned against their father; thus, he decided to search for Lear and aide him in any possible way, despite the fact that Regan and Goneril had forbidden it. Regan and her husband, Cornwall, discovered him helping Lear, accused him of treason, blinded him, and turned him out to wander the countryside. Edgar, in disguise, finds Gloucester and leads him toward the city of Dover.
In Dover, a French army was stationed; Cordelia had planned an invasion, in an effort to save her father.
Edmund became romantically entangled with both Goneril and Regan. Goneril's husband, Albany, became increasingly sympathetic towards Lear’s cause; thus, Goneril and Edmund conspired to murder him.
The despairing Gloucester tried to commit suicide, but Edgar saved him by a strange trick: Edgar lead his father off an imaginary cliff. Meanwhile, the English troops reached Dover; and the English, led by Edmund, defeat the French and capture Lear and Cordelia. Regan's husband, Cornwall, was killed in battle.
In the climactic scene, Edgar dueled with Edmund and won. Then it was made evident that Gloucester had died. Goneril then poisoned Regan out of jealousy (over Edmund) and committed suicide. Edmund’s betrayal of Cordelia led to her needless execution in prison; and Lear past away out of grief for Cordelia’s. Albany, Edgar, and the elderly Kent are left to take care for the country; Kent, however, declares that he will not live for much longer.
Kent may have made his declaration because he was elderly, and thus could not live for many more years; or Kent could have been hinting that he would later commit suicide because he had to go to heaven so that he could continue to serve his king.
I found it interesting that Shakespeare used Animal Imagery to describe Goneril and Regan. For example, when arguing with Goneril, Albany exclaims, "Tigers, not daughters, what have you performed?” This, perhaps, could be because Goneril and Regan are not worthy and do not have enough compassion/ humanity to be described as human beings.
Another intriguing component of Shakespeare's work is that in Lear’s madness he begins to understands that he is not an important, herioc, and immortal man, but that he is a small, meaningless part of the world.
Monday, September 22, 2008
My best photo
Thursday, September 18, 2008
"When to the Sessions of Sweet Silent Thought"
After reading the sonnet, however, I found it to be quite bittersweet and depressing. In actuality, the poem depicts a sorrowful person looking back upon a very sad life. This person remembered the death of friends and love(s) that had been lost. The narrator states that if the losses were restored (brought back) then the main character would no longer feel sorrow. Yet, it is unlikely that those which were lost will return; thus, it is probably that the protagonist will remain sorrowful and depressed.
Luxembourg Gardens
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
For those who find Shakespear confusing...
When I had some difficulty reading poetry, I found this advice to be a big help. The same is true for reading Shakespeare. I understand that it can be very difficult to read... that's because it truly is a foreign language to us. So, my advice to those who have difficulties with Shakespeare's writings..... take it phrase by phrase, and don't worry about each little word.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Muses are a wonderful aide to society.
Monday, September 15, 2008
King Lear
Lear, however, learned that he made a bad decision. Goneril and Regan swiftly began to undermine the little authority that Lear had left. Unable to believe that his beloved daughters would betray him, Lear slowly goes insane. He fled his daughters’ houses to wander on a heath during a great thunderstorm, accompanied by his Fool and by Kent, a loyal nobleman in disguise.
The second plot line describes an elderly nobleman named Gloucester. His illegitimate son, Edmund, tricks him into believing that his legitimate son, Edgar, is trying to kill him. Fleeing the manhunt that his father has set for him, Edgar disguises himself as a crazy beggar and calls himself “Poor Tom.”
It is obvious in the beginning of the play that King Lear is an insecure man. This is evident because he needed to be reassured of his importance and of his daughters' love. Also, it is clear that King Lear does not want/need his servants for their services, but because they represent his authority and importance.
Additionally, I felt that it was heart- warming when the King of France agreed to marry Cordelia even though her father had banished her, and left her without land or a dowry.
Friday, September 12, 2008
Monet for your Day

To quote Monet, "Londres n'est pas un endroit où l'on puisse finir un travail ; on ne peut trouver deux fois le même effet."
Translation:"London isn't a place where one can complete a work : you can't find the same effect twice."
September 11th
The majority of my class felt that the tone of the poem was sad, sarcastic, or one of pleading/urgency. Most seemed to feel that the poem was saying that in the midst of all the bad in the world, the only good was the small things. I, however, felt that the poem was very optimistic. To me, the phrase 'try to praise the mutilated work' means look for the beauty in a world that isn't always beautiful.
I don't believe that the poem was saying the only good left in the world is small things.... but if one takes good from the little things, everything else gets better. For example, the strawberries in the poem.... just remembering the taste of freshly-picked strawberries can put a smile on one's face... and then if something every better happens.... say, you see an old friend that you haven't seen in 5 years.... you can appreciate it, and take great joy from it.
Ozymandias
Above is a proper thematic statement, thus it suffices to say that mine was vague, to say the least.
I have just one additional thing to say about Shelley's poem. One aspect that I found striking was that the king, who was obviously powerful and disliked by the people, was immortalized in a statue; and the one who immortalized that king was simply a worker.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I'm melting!
When I read it the second time through, however, it flowed much more easily and it became more meaningful/ poetic.
In addition to reading this poem, my class was also assigned to write a thematic statement. Mine is as follows:
"Percy Shelley's 'Ozymandias' is a poems that describes a lost civilization, buried beneath the deserts of Egypt."
To my displeasure, my teacher has forbidden the class to research this poem... so my interpretation is probably not even close to correct. I swear, I will go into class tomorrow, and find that the poem is really about magical, flying lizards. And after everyone hears my completely incorrect thematic statement, the professor will say to me, "You numb-nut, how did you not pick up on the symbolism for the flying lizards!" ... and then I will feel completely embarrassed and wish that I could melt into the floor tiles. Tomorrow's going to be fun!
Hurray for the French!

"Musician in the Rain" is an other Doisneau; it was taken between 1942 and 1948. You know what... I'm tired of telling you what I think.... what do you think about this piece?
By the way, not all of the pieces I post will be by Doisneau (all though I can assure you that you will see more of his work), but most of the art I post will most likely be French..... there's just something about French art.... I can't get enough of it.
Monday, September 8, 2008
The Kiss by the Hotel de Ville

Robert Doisneau once said, "The marvels of daily life are exciting; no movie director can arrange the unexpected that you find in the street."
I discovered Doisneau's works in my French II class, during my sophomore year of High School. He is one of the most famous photographs in the world, and I find his photographs to be absolutely moving.
The photo to the left is entitled "The Kiss by the Hotel de Ville"; and it was taken in 1950. It's exquisite, isn't it?
Great art means something different to everyone
Poetic guy, isn't he?
In his essay, Barthes says that "every text is eternally written here and now". Although most classics were not written during this time period, readers should always be searching for comparisons and similarities. If one is creative, many parallels can be found between today and many classics.
One should never be concerned with what the novelist or artist wanted you to take from his/her piece. Art is interpreted... our theories about artworks depend upon who we are. Half the fun of enjoying a good novel or a spectacular painting is theorizing what the piece is really about. Take what you will... great works mean something different to everyone.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
The Death of the Author
I do, however, agree with one of his main ideas: that one doesn't need to know the background/history of the author to read his/her work(s). The language is all that is important. Language is powerful and moving; it is the language that invokes passions, and great emotions in the reader, not the author.